Its been a year since the second Open Heart Surgery (OHS) May 5, 2013 its time to go down to Cincinnati and have follow up. Walking the line of death is a very mind explosive experience . You never have the opportunity to take your eyes off the Cross if you want the results. Faith makes things possible not easy, decisions still have to be made, pulling down negative thoughts, its being in the game at all times. Working the play book (The Bible).
Some times there are no words just tears, and relying on the comfort of peace in his presence knowing that this will come to past, like everything in life. This situation is so much greater than heart disease it is an opportunity for those who need HOPE to witness a miracle; peoples lives have been changed, they are praying and commanding the word of God come forth and for that I am grateful, but I am still the mommy and I pray for my faith to endure,
Ecclesiastes 9:11
I returned, and saw under the sun, that the race is not to the swift, nor the battle to the strong, neither yet bread to the wise, nor yet riches to men of understanding, nor yet favour to men of skill; but time and chance happeneth to them all.
No one is exempt from being used by God weather you want to or not, there is no escaping being propelled into situations that you have no control over and the only option is to trust God or not. We have chosen and continue to chose to be lead of God and when the voice is unclear, or doubts try to kick in "Be still." No matter who tries to move you.
Knowing from the moment that team of Doctors surrounding us and explaining the situation that it would be a battle and not a short journey; Matters of the heart ever are.
Remember Moms caring for Cardiac angels that this is not a sad story, it is one of triumph, resilience, hope, family, support, helping others and FAITH.
God bless