I am in College full time, back to work, working with the children ministry, planning upcoming events for the spring of 2014 and I am actually going to start writing again something that is yet unknown. :-) and what is important is to begin building the foundation for Families of Children with CHD. I have a plan of action for that too.
Kym Ella is going to school, building her social interaction skills, and has been a blessed toddler, now although I am a woman great in faith, the voices nag at the back of mind how long will this last, will there be an ax fall and I am on to the next battle. I no way doubt that God is faithful but I will tell you when you have been in a battle you can be traumatized in ways you never realized until you come out of it and I'm in prayer for the renewing of my mind to recover from the afflictions that have been overcome and to focus on it as a victory and not the pain of the trial.
Staying focused and positive is a daily grind to fill your mental with all the energy that is needed to fuel you for the days requirement, I also have acquired clarity why it is so important to live in the present and not concern ourselves with tomorrow Our daily bread is enough to focus on for the hour.
Lord help me mend the little fractures of my mind that thoughts that are not of your invade, all is well and bless me to rejoice in what have been given and your purpose of what is yet to come...Amen